Already another post.

Yes, this is very quick to make another post this soon after my first one. Why do I do it? It is simply because I feel like it and I have nothing better to do at the moment. Currently I have fallen quite ill with high temperatures, sore throat, that kind of thing, so with all of this, as you can imagine, I do not feel like playing games or running about in the garden. Instead I have been just navigating around blogger trying to find something to advertise my blog or make it much more popular and interesting to other people. So far, I have found nothing. A few months ago I tried creating a blog on this same account about things that annoy me, I attempted to frequently post ramblings and thoughts on annoying topics to try to generate some kind of audience to myself. With me creating this blog about nothing in particular, I am sure that you can decipher that it didn't go extremely well. Thoughts have recently come across my mind about general things. Questions on me doing well in my GCSE's, ideas about what I might want to do in the future, troubles in my head about me never actually fully accomplishing anything significant in my life. All of these thoughts have been scanned throughout my brain time and time again but they have never really taken effect. I realise now that if I want to achieve what I want to, if I want to get to doing something that truly matters, I have to do something about it myself. If I want to get good grades by the end of school I will have to get down and work as hard as I possibly can, if I want to do something absolutely mind-blowing at some point in my lifetime then I have to go out and do something mind-blowing, I need to get up off of my lazy ass and actually do something. This sudden realisation has achieved nothing though as I know that I will never do this. I won't slam open loads of books and study as hard as I can and then achieve my best grades like some kind of cheesy, happy ending to a movie where a guy is fine, then something dramatic happens, he begins to lose his friends, worries about school, then finally meets the girl of his dreams, falls in love, changes just for her, does amazing in school, wins back his friends and then everything is fine again. This isn't going to happen to me. This isn't some crappy movie with a cheesy, happy ending. This is real life. What I really have to ask myself is do I really have the balls to one day stand up and make something happen. Well, I guess I will find out at some point. Again, thank you for reading. I will keep you 'posted'.