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Monday, 2 May 2011

Who the hell is Boxxy?

OK, so my friend sent me a link to this YouTube video and basically the video is this girl who is making some video for some random guy. This girl is, simply put, so fucked up! Watching the video I wasn't sure whether to laugh or call the police on her for possession of drugs. The way she is acting up and fidgeting around her chair it's like she has snorted absolutely loads of cocaine. Whoever Boxxy is, she needs to calm down and become normal.

The next day.

It is now the next day since my first couple of posts and I still feel like crap. No real signs of getting better, but I suppose that's life. After talking to my friends for the past couple of weeks or so I have noticed just how much certain ones of them are obsessing over the MMO called World of Warcraft. They seemed to just be plainly addicted to that game, they play this game at any chance that they get. Admittedly I myself am somewhat of constant gamer, spending a lot of time sat in front of my computer screen, but not almost every minute of my spare time playing one video-game non-stop in an urgent struggle to so desperately get to level 85. I have played this game myself and, to be honest, I don't see the appeal of it all. Although I do hate feeling left out with them all talking about their amazing quest they did and them all comparing their gear, having a big laugh about it all. Whilst they do all this I am left doing something else as they refuse to play another game or go out anywhere in their race to 85. Still, I don't necessarily need them to have fun. I have other friends, I can do other stuff. So enough about my friends, how are you?

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Already another post.

Yes, this is very quick to make another post this soon after my first one. Why do I do it? It is simply because I feel like it and I have nothing better to do at the moment. Currently I have fallen quite ill with high temperatures, sore throat, that kind of thing, so with all of this, as you can imagine, I do not feel like playing games or running about in the garden. Instead I have been just navigating around blogger trying to find something to advertise my blog or make it much more popular and interesting to other people. So far, I have found nothing. A few months ago I tried creating a blog on this same account about things that annoy me, I attempted to frequently post ramblings and thoughts on annoying topics to try to generate some kind of audience to myself. With me creating this blog about nothing in particular, I am sure that you can decipher that it didn't go extremely well. Thoughts have recently come across my mind about general things. Questions on me doing well in my GCSE's, ideas about what I might want to do in the future, troubles in my head about me never actually fully accomplishing anything significant in my life. All of these thoughts have been scanned throughout my brain time and time again but they have never really taken effect. I realise now that if I want to achieve what I want to, if I want to get to doing something that truly matters, I have to do something about it myself. If I want to get good grades by the end of school I will have to get down and work as hard as I possibly can, if I want to do something absolutely mind-blowing at some point in my lifetime then I have to go out and do something mind-blowing, I need to get up off of my lazy ass and actually do something. This sudden realisation has achieved nothing though as I know that I will never do this. I won't slam open loads of books and study as hard as I can and then achieve my best grades like some kind of cheesy, happy ending to a movie where a guy is fine, then something dramatic happens, he begins to lose his friends, worries about school, then finally meets the girl of his dreams, falls in love, changes just for her, does amazing in school, wins back his friends and then everything is fine again. This isn't going to happen to me. This isn't some crappy movie with a cheesy, happy ending. This is real life. What I really have to ask myself is do I really have the balls to one day stand up and make something happen. Well, I guess I will find out at some point. Again, thank you for reading. I will keep you 'posted'.

So this is my first post.

 So just a few minutes ago I finished watching the 'Social Network' on DVD on my new 47" TV. Something about the idea of posting my general thoughts on a blog for all to read just appealed to me. It could be because I am hoping to one day end up like the creator of Facebook, or perhaps I would just like to get noticed, it could be that I simply want to get all of my thoughts out of my head and put them down somewhere. Well, whatever the reason is, even I don't know it. All I know is that I'm going to make this blog and hope to stick to it. I could possibly post frequently or maybe just once a day, I might even only post every now and then. I do not know what will come of this blog but for anyone that will actually have the time to even want to read this, don't necessarily expect much from it. Thank you to anyone who actually is reading this, you have really made my life complete. In case you can't tell from the tone of my font I am being sarcastic.